[That logic was faulty even by the standards of a guy with known impulsivity issues. If Cross was going to bring up TERRACE....]

As I recall it, your definition of being a hero involved freezing the moment things got tricky and making yourself more of a liability than a help to any one of those guys. I made a choice, and my choice was to take care of my own. No regrets.

If you've got any complaints about that job, look to your own faults and figure out a way to get over them. That is the smart way of doing thigs.